I am terrified of social interactions. seeing friends, dancing, going out, meeting new people, going to new places. it makes me anxious and scared. i spend alot of my time going over and over in my head of what to do, what to say, what people are going to think of me. sometimes when i am walking down the street and i see someone that i know i will turn around and walk in the opposite direction or duck into an alley just so that i dont have to have the same meaningless conversation again. i have to force myself to face the outside world.
i try my best to hide it.
" All Eyes On Me :
mix media on paper
painting 37"in. x 47"in. framed $2500